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V E L V E T A C I D C H R I S T
Broken Mind
1995
Album: Between The Eyes Volume 3.
Influence: The Cure, Legendary Pink Dots.
Music: Erickson.
Lyrics/Vocals: Erickson.
Gear: Ensoniq ASR-10, Roland JD-800, Roland Juno 106, Roland MKS-50, Digitech RP-1, Alesis Quadraverb GT, Boss DR-660, Boss ME-10, Peavey dpm3.
Copyright 2004 Velvet Acid Christ.

LYRICS: clutching my hands, nails at my skin, the rules of the game, come crashing in. my broken mind, my broken soul, your fucking lies, i sold every bit so we go. watch me bleed, watch me suffer, the game never changes, my hearts on the floor bleeding, for your silly smile. watch my head explode, going upward, then back on the floor, it's bleeding, the blood trickles on the wall, open your heart, and watch me fall apart. i never wanted it this way, don't you know i try so hard to make you, listen, you never listen, nobody listens, no body cares. they all just stare, at the sad sight i am, a loser with no mind, no home, no don't remind me, i know better, its all my fault, i should of tried harder from the very start, but they watch me, they kill me, push me down, i cant help my situation,, no life no, no life, nothing at all, just me, in discontent, watch as they stare at me, they stare at me, they stare at me, what a loser i am, i am, oh i am, death, dead, dead. hold my soul above my head, shoot it ten times instead, they walk in front of me and laugh, and kick me in the face, spit on me, shoot me, kill me, you don't care anyway. so what's the difference, i'm in pain, it never goes away, you just laugh at me, you laugh at me oh.... sorry i never predicted that this was the end of our relationship, i tried to make it better, to make it better. no one listens, no one cares, they all just stare, and laugh, then walk away, what's the big deal, i'm just a loser.......

NOTES
I am so whiney in this track (robert Jr)-(lol), it takes the cake, you either love it, or hate it. and depending on my mood i can love or hate it. i wanted to hide this one for ever. but hell, why not just put it out. I wrote this after a break up and it shows. so fucking whiney. lol... awe how cute....... what a wimp i was... i find that guys hate this song, and the girls tend to like it... :) how fitting..