..for reminding me how much more fun being weird can be.

being and thinking weird can bring about this different, more positive and productive mindset in myself and i assume that would be the truth for others as well. i've felt for whatever reason lately that it feels like my weirdness has been suppressed and i don't like that.

it feels like we're conditioned our whole lives to think that being weird can be a negative thing and i'm realizing how wrong that is to do to people. granted i'm not the weirdest person about and i'm probably rather boring to the weirdest of folks but i'm definitely a lot farther than a stone's throw away from a regularly progressive functioning member of the normal society and i can honestly say that i'm happier when i'm thinking weirder. by thinking weirder i don't mean negatively (though odd humors could be mistaken for malice, understandably) but in a more creative over-the-top-on-purpose sense.

anyways the thing is that i've realized now how i prefer the weird over despair so i'm thinking it's time to re-condition my mental towards a more productive oddity. a mind that can communicate to the Ether Aliens with greater ease.. also the ability to summon Terminator-esque robot skeletons would be pretty cool too, so i'll see if i can make that happen with my brain beamz eventually as well.

in conclusion: respect the weird!

Well, i am weird and angry and depressed, weird means i get to be silly which is the most joy i ever feel, being silly.

That is what is happy to me, being deranged and silly. It scares most people because their joy is nothing like mine. I come from a darker place and my happiness is from a darker place as well. It comes with being an obnoxious class clown as well.

i'm really glad to hear somebody enjoys TC too

it's a weird thing to admit but yeah some of the TC is like an emotion outlet, this kind of humour and (yeah, dig in there fat stuff) content really can't be met in any kind of music, anywhere, unless it blatantly follows a single mindset and tries to pose itself as a yeah i'm saying, know what i mean? i absolutely love TC, and i'm not lying when i say i've heard other people have their LOL when it's on (because, it strikes me and feels you) because LOL is all it's about, right?

anyway i'ms uper drunk, not hot, and reading into myself, lol

forgive everything i said