Twisted Thought Generator Velvet Pill (Jagged Scar mix) Dial 8 Mindphlux Lysergia Asphixia (Wasted) Never Worship (bruised Knees Mix) Crypulse Hypersphere (MDMA) Dilaudid

Twisted Thought Generator (USA) Dive into a tangled mess of what has influenced the brain of a depressed, angry, and deprived maniac. Songs are haunting, melodic, piano driven, depressing, angry, and tranced. Production is excellent. Drum work on this record is hands down better than anything VAC has yet to release. Out of a drug induced depression and years of self destruction comes a tell all tale of the inner most thoughts of mad man bent on self annihilation. The fight against drugs (smoking, drinking, caffein, ecstasy, weed) began and ended here. Introspection. Please use winamp or some thing that supports varied bit rates with mp3s from this site. Click Here To BUY From Metropolis Online. Click Here To BUY mp3s From Itunes Online. or Click Here To Buy mp3s drm free 256 Lust For Blood From Amazon Online.

Comments: I crashed hard on MDMA half way through writting this cd, i was getting over my lost friends and depression, going to raves and parties, good times, took some XTC, 1 week later, i had a nervous breakdown, my body had given up, my soul was dead and all my old wounds started gushing blood uncontrolably, seratonin hit the floor. The result is TTG. This can give you an insight to why it sounds the way it does. Gear we used: Emu E6400, Roland JP-8080, Yamaha FS1R, TC Electronics Fireworx, Roland Sh-101, Roland SH-09, Roland HS-60, Roland MKS-30, Roland GX 700, Alesis DM PRO, Novation SuperNova. Mixed on a Yahmaha 01v mixer, Trasfered through spidif on a delta 1010 converter, Motu Micro Express midi serial. Pc AMD 1ghz(piece of shit unstable crap). Software: Cubase vst 5 32(what a peice of shit, bad midi timing) (recording, sequencing). Sure sm 58 mic.

Lyrics:

VELVET PILL: Holding me down in this mess an unholy wreck A lost way to be, lost in the sea of my own dripping blood I don’t know what to expect I’m lost in this wreck Torn apart from 10 different sides, they lie to me and whisper in my ears The secrets of my lust for you and turned it upside down Lost in the cloud on top of the world right now On this velvet pill that makes me so fucking ill. Never loose respect for this reject you worship over and over again. The pill, the lie, the blood in my eyes. A velvet pill A lifeless thrill Erotic chill So closed so empty so nothing could touch me. So closed so so empty so nothing could touch me. She said I’m not your future. I’m your sorrow There won’t be tommorow. I promised you this sacred kiss. To fall apart to fall apart. Full of this hate only to relate she said she loves me but she kills me This cry, the fire in her eyes burning me inside I found a reason why mangled in this life No time to worry she says, she says Fall apart, to fall apart, you fall apart, we fall apart. A velvet pill Erotic chill A jagged scar A Red Mark A blue spark A Red Mark Last… remark.

DIAL8: On a sea of nails in self doubt I push this feeling further into this sound. in all this failing I could never hide The truth of pain that left me broken on the inside. We are the future, We are the lie Trapped in holy innocence we only wish to thrive We are the nightmare buried deep in your mind We are the travesty sweetened with your pain Alive, Alive, but Barely, Alive. Alive, Alive, but Barely, Alive. Shepards spreading death Dragged outside shot in the head. Holy mained again. Dragged outside shot in the head. A million faces in a bloody shroud I hear their voices calling me to put you down. Covered in blood, drowning in my hate I covered my eyes, I covered your eyes, I covered my eyes. We are the cancer eating at your mind. We are the ministries for all your crimes. Shepards spreading death Dragged outside shot in the head. Holy mained again. Dragged outside shot in the head. Dragged outside shot in the head. Holy mained again, holy maimed again. Fan Live video of Dial 8 below.

LYSERGIA: Acid dreams and nicotine Violent screams from a mezzanine Seems to keep on propelling me Head first into a nightmare scene Through too many seamless nights When time to sleep is time for light Putting the nervous system on hold Reaching sleep depravation untold Keep an endless supply to the brain Getting even harder to maintain To keep grasp an even keel Before my adrenaline gods I kneel Social skills are shot to shit When paranoia starts to hit Reverse this feeling so screwed up Into delirium forced heads up Streching faces, melting clocks Stomach knots, the spine it locks Strangled by this fraying wire twisted sideways drifting higher Round and round and around again And to this night there is no end Lysergia Acid dreams and nicotine Violent screams from a mezzanine Seems to keep on propelling me Head first into a nightmare scene Reverse this feeling so screwed up Into delirium forced heads up Streching faces, melting clocks Stomach knots, the spine it locks Strangled by this fraying wire twisted sideways drifting higher Round and round and around again And to this night there is no end Lysergia.

ASPHIXIA (waste): We shot the sky 40 times. And disappeared in freezing vapor. I could have been the parasite Chewing holes in this life You so cheaply passed on. Not so convenient to stand on Crumbling cities or rejected Water that you spit out. As sores begin to set in. Infected, rejected, neglected ejected. Infected, injected, rejected, neglected. Hold your breath. Hold your breath. Breathe slowly the air you burnt out For your money. Twisted faces, Bent ghosts that Tried to warn you of your behavior Sickened with disease Waste, waste, waste, waste, wasted, wasted, so wasted, so wasted, So wasted so wasted. so wasted, so wasted, so wasted, so wasted. Burned alive. Taught to kill, Burned alive. Taught to kill, Lost the will to live. I’ve lost the will to live. Simply lost the will to live. I’ve lost my will to live. Infected, rejected, injected ejected. Hold your breath. Hold your breath. Just hold your breath. Lying down, fornicate, reaching this retarded state, On some lost thought that ripped at my heart, ripping out forever.

Never Worship (Bruised Knees Mix): Look inside, see your secrets And live and die, we live on secrets. Push out your hands, push at your lies, Push at your time, say goodbye Pick up your clothes, lift up your hands Look at your fingers end all time, Chop your head off say goodbye. To hell, to die, to kill, to fall To hell, to die, to kill, to fall To hell to die, to kill, to fall To hell to die, to get away from you To hell to get away from you. To hell to get to get away from you. To suck, to fuck, to hate, to die To suck, to fuck, to hate, to lie To kill myself for you, to die To hate, to suck, I cant get high Lie so die, how I kill myself for you Die, die, I kill myelf for you, So sad, to hate everything inside In my mind I should die Goodbye. Another Fan Video, NOT WORK SAFE!

CRYPULSE (still crying): This asset a chameleon a million eyes ripping in places settle down to find cold places you live your life on a broken face her majesty following me to control this impurity our machines that never taught you how to love or be free containment containment isolation a fair call your weeping soul lost in futility ov this rightous way to be so hold yourself so cry till death and your hands ripping up everything that you ever loved. She can’t see the light a vision not so bright She put me in this hole a seeping carnivore She found the key to live in something I must give A putrid parasite she thinks she’s always right She cannot see a night her future burns so bright She put me in this hole a creeping carnivore She found the key to live in something I must give A putrid parasite she thinks she’s always right Freeze on a balcony ov this stage covered in broken glass that scrapes up all the sands of your time running low why did you sell your soul why did you let me go I never understood this game so please refrain from tormenting me She can’t see the light a vision not so bright She put me in this hole a creeping carnivore She found the key to live in something I must give A putrid parasite she thinks she’s always right She cannot see a night her futures not so bright She put me in this hole a creeping carnivore She found the key to live in something I must give A putrid parasite she thinks she’s always right I must be out of time I could be out of life I must out of time I could be out of mind I must be out of my mind I cannot see this light I don’t know why this is I cannot give to live

Dilaudid (postponed): Falling down further in this void How was that you who left me here half asleep could drown me Falling in love with this feeling I follow you to hell Now I bleed softly in this space ou tthere far out there Leaving me thin and wasted, dried up and eviscerated Strung out, fully sedated, my will totally eradicated Who would of thought that this would eat my grasp Destroy my past. This behavior who could condone, my mind, postponed One black spot sucked in a hole totally loosing control Floating higher till I fall rabidly to hell barely connected to this soul Now I breathe softly in this crate out there so far out there Leaving me thin and wasted, dried up evaporated Strung out, fully sedated, my soul obliterated Who would of thought that this would feed this lapse Control my past. This behavior who would condone, my mind, postponed.

Calling Ov The Dead Phucking Phreak Malfunction BSAT2 The Calling (Fuck Shit Motherfucker Mix) The Dead (Death Wish Mix) Timeless Visions Pray For Life Exquisite Stench The Hand (Violent Trance Mix) Zix Zix Zix (666 Mix) Decay The Hand (gut Cheek remix by Disease Factory) BSAT2 (Polymorphix a theme to a visual epic by vac)

Calling ov the Dead After Church of Acid, Disease Factory took vac in a new direction by fusing dark guitar sound scapes, pounding industrial beats, trance elements and a hopeless sense of confusion into a sonic assault that is held by many vac’s elite as the “pinnacle” of the entire discography. Do you hear them? The dead? ThEy scReaM $#56#%%26*&^48. Click Here To BUY From Metropolis Online. Click Here To BUY mp3s From Itunes Online. or Click Here To Buy mp3s drm free 256 Calling ov the Dead From Amazon Online.

Comments: Totally a conceptual cd, based on a comic book that Disease Factory and Sadistic Savior (jeff pruett/artist) had worked out but never finished. Story was about an anti hero who was killed and brought back to life with nano tech to kill and destroy all forms of order in society. Jeff got lazy and never finished it, we would of sold it through our labels, and all was go, but jeff became a republican :(. Also, gary slaughter left vac half way through this production. turbulent times indeed. This is by far my favorite vac cd from start to finish.. Gear we used: Ensoniq ASR-10, Roland MKS-50, Roland Juno 106, Roland JD-800, Korg Prophecy, Digitech RP-1, Boss DR-660, Peavy Trace Guitar, Ibanez Guitar, Boss ME-10, Korg M1, Ensoniq ASR-X, Clavia Nord Lead, Korg Trinity, Korg Prophecy, Digitech RP-12, Alesis Quadraverb 2.0. Software: Cubast 2 Atari ST, And Cubase 2.8 on pc with moto micro express serial midi. PC was a 250 mghz p2. or something.

Lyrics:

PHUCKING PHREAK: Murder the feelings all left aside, from all those days you try to hide, you lift out the anger and cut it dry, you soak your tears away, now you can fry. your mind melts away, you go with the flow, you hold it down, but ya can’t let go. you try to speak, but you hear no sound, lying again expressed into insanity, where you will never be. cause we’re all dead, cause you’re all dead, cause we’re all dead, cause you’re all dead, cause we’re all dead, cause you’re all dead, cause we’re all dead, cause you’re all dead. we walk into the night, we cut off the right, we won’t feel a thing, we’re so insane. disturbed thoughts, distort your mind, you’re penetrated, obliterated. we all fake it, we all try to hide, the un-relying, the lie, the feelings, the how, the when, the why. we always lie, we always lie, we always cry, we always die. push away the feeling left, so far away, we walked into the sun, and left our hopes astray, we hope to live another day, but when you break it all down. there’s really nothing left to say, there’s really nothing left to say there’s really nothing left to say, so babble away, so babble away. Below, Another Fan made video. Not Work Safe!

MALFUNCTION: malfunction, eats through these dreams, shapes me into 3, memories, beat my head, yeah, the race and the lies, the ruined life destruction unfold of differn’t shapes, that explode, the night, i push it further in the light, pulls me to the edge of where i lie. the waves are falling back, into this circle of my life, where they crawl, they push me back again into the knife malfunction, destruction, they push me inside out, malfunction destruction, they push me inside out, calm down and realize, when the end is coming near. they push, they push, they push me inside out. they push, they push, they push my inside’s out. they push, they push, they tore me inside out. yeah, shot, kill me, shot down, uhh sike, now kill me, yeah, shot down, racing, the future’s nightmare, comes down through the windows of your house no cost of life, four consolations, never changed my mind four reasons they will take a life and drain it out of my soul. your call, no life, no way, they burn you, no call, no life yeah, they push me inside out, yeah yeah yeah. they push me inside out, yeah yeah yeah, they push me inside out.

BSAT2: i saw you yesterday, i’ll bring you to the grave, with your eyes poked out, bleeding from the inside, what did you say we always go were the vision glows and the flashback, from the outside, the look of the eye, a look in the eye, we never say and we never ask why. yeah it comes back into mind, rips your brain, it’s going insane. fusion, inflation, inflamed of the lost ones , in the black world of the sane. yeah well they need our brain, torture your life and never ask why, go in the back it never looks back. yeah with a noose on, yeah with a noose on, yeah with nothing at all, yeah with nothing at all, yeah with nothing at all rain, over me, through the trees, i can see rain, over you, turning blue, what are you yeah with nothing at all, yeah with nothing at all, yeah with nothing at all , yeah with nothing at all, yeah with nothing.

THE CALLING: i rip apart the sky, with a knife, tear out your own eyes, with your cries. now lift up the fever and bring it down, a life was given, so don’t be drown, around the world in 7 days, no jesus christ in my fucking veins. i try to change the world, but it never moves, it never budges, it never changes, your fucking life is such a waste, you’re living dead in your stupid race. no pain, no glory, no shame, no nothing, but you try, i wonder why, it’s a bullet to be a lie, a lie, a calling dead. when they call you to die, when they call you, when they call you to die, to die. when they call you, when they call you to die, to die.they take everything away from you, strip you down, take off your clothes they shove their fingers up your ass, with broken glass. inflate your bowels, for their political fight, to the right tiny specter in the sky, realize that we all die, we try to with an inevitable but it’s already to late,cause they, destroy, destroy, destroy, everything. destroy, destroy, destroy, everything. into your life, and in your dreams, and in your world. they all die, when they call you they’ll die, when they call you they’ll die, when they call you, when they call you to die to die well die.

THE DEAD: twisted up inside knotted to the core learned to abhor the twisted faces staring back at me latching on to me holding on to me you never let go rich was the earth that filled the rivers with blood blood over the new vision put forth by the state copulate reverberater torn apart and bleeding on the inside out life for you is a broken dream and i’ll spout it out your sick dream has come to me now for the end we’ll always pretend yeah where do you go what do you want it’s nothing at all feel the machines implanted in your thoughts mangled nervs twist and turn form new paths in your brain pull out all the wires and push them into your heart yeah push it into your heart yeah push it into your heart restart the core is turned on obliteration will start in 20 seconds 1 2 3 4 torn apart and bursting from the inside out crime for you is a shattered dream so shoot it out your sick life has come to me your life ends you’ll never cry or breath again .

try to rape your mind with your drugs and your guns and try to change the world for your time will never let go ov all ov the industries ov hate all ov the industries ov crime all ov the industries ov time they leave you once again they rip apart your mind they steal up all your time they never ever let go we always left so live it up all in the back they scrape apart the flesh on your mind they never believe in treachery they never opened their mind they are the ones who steal your life they are the ones who get out of sight we are just here to live our lives they always win the war with their pride they all live in death they all shine in it they are death unleashed to the world they all breath undone in your head tomorrow’s time is your past alone in being and dying is your past a lie feel the pain the cross on your back now die we’ll feel the pain on your mind on the edge on the edge on the edge you’ll melt away you’ll fade away life is a double edged sword for you to choke on and cry some more no vision no light no nothing empty inside no time just a void eating up your mind for space and time no one realign your mind is junk but you just eat it up no feeling no light feel your head after all this time you run with these ideas to explain your disposition. Below is a Fan made video, NOT WORK SAFE!

PRAY FOR LIFE: do you pray for life do you kick and scream do you sell your dreams for everything do you pray for life do you kick and scream do you sell your dreams for everything when souls are tortured life is a mess and everything is just your best as always lost in dreams and visions now i let go of the flow in my heads i see you die my vision make me want to cry forever lost in time spinning twitching losing control the rage of existence shooting my soul the crazy deeds of society batter my mind kill everything the edge of knife splatters my life kicks me in the head and leaves me dead for reason’s unknown the clock spins backwards reversing time and space no time is left to contemplate pray for life pray for life when souls are tortured life is a mess and everything is just your best as always lost in dreams and visions i let go of the flow in my head i see you die goodbye goodbye goodbye spinning twitching losing my head the grates of existence smashing me dead what is the time what is your goal what is your life we’re nothing but fun we see right through the night in a red light seeping on me why do you try to express this generation there’s nothing left for their obliteration pray for life.

EXQUISITE STENCH: tear apart the nation call subversive infiltration live with a lie crush your head cause it’s dead transmutation mutilation rip apart the fucking nation time comes into the brain dead flesh or another dream they push your head into the ground feel it slipping around your mind belongs to the state your body suffers extreme fate a trauma victim burning now you can see their yearning dead run vision of a safe place in the void of life we lie we never ask why no you feel a gun in your hand point and aim you blow out their brains tried tried you’re feeling pain in the back all over again all over again twisting and pulling out your hair another trauma victim locked up into the final stage of pain and torturing a bullet to the fucking heart floating in the void of the libido into a void of your mind forever steal time they operate on you pull out the new bold time warp a transmission a falling vision all night the falling knife to restructure the form of life transmission all night the vision of truth in space and time.

THE HAND: ripping tearing smash the controls let it all go down to the people in time don’t want your chaos we don’t want your stupid stability economic wars of destruction rip apart the fucking function wall down into the ground we die we face the sound forever now look back don’t look around over your shoulders and hit the ground feeling down don’t sin don’t clinch intervention of hate left half dead completely mutilate scraping at the walls try to escape but nothing hears the beauty of life is slowly sinking in yeah you live your life of splattered soul they make it fall down on the floor now you can see the light of death everyone just closes their eyes now you can now you can see reality we live on broken tv screens now you can kiss it goodbye you push it down you let it end you push it down you let it end you push it down you let it end don’t push it down you let it end no fascist fever in the lock into the nation into the heart feeling pain agony stressed fate on your knees bow down to the one you please tear it up now now let it go this sound will not stop till you realize the game set it up.

ZIX ZIX ZIX: 666, 666. Velvet Acid Christ, Velvet Acid Christ. 666. Velvet Acid Christ, Velvet Acid Christ. 666. 666. Velvet Acid Christ. 666. 666.

DECAY: it’s too late now to start the fight it’s too late now to get out of sight it’s too late now to try and run away it’s too late now all our lives are decay we sit alone watch the world explode watch everything unfold to dust now in the light of misfortune now we take our feelings back and hide the whole away to show decay of stability you will all just die in detest we won’t feel a thing now we all flip into infinity we live our lives we feel so cold inside and desolate for now are we just misfortune a sickness disease a life of cancer or just hiv your life is fading away your time is slipping away the force of life is draining away welcome to the night where you will die forever in this hell you created for yourself forever and ever repeating the doom of nothing but a slave.

Dimension 8 Ultimate Negative  Furless Freak Roasting Eeeeaaahhrrgg Area One Alien Surfaces Access Completed Mind Curve Beyond LSD Side Ways Calculus Shooting Heroin On The Moon

Dimension 8 song information and lyrics. 1993-1994, we did this stuffright before fate. It was mostly influenced by the warp label material.Along the lines of orbital and aphex twin. Strange Techno, is what i usedto call it. Only for those who are really into this type of music. Itis not really ebm, goth, or industrial. Its, strange techno… BTW, THIS IS ON TTG, IF YOU STICK TTG IN A COMPUTER, YOU WILL GET A DIRECTORY WITH MP3S AND A TEXT FILE. YEST THIS IS ON TWISTED THOUGHT GENERATOR, TTG IS A DOUBLE LP. MOST PEOPLE DON’T KNOW THIS.. NOW YOU DO!

Between The Eyes Volume 4 (NEURALBLASTOMA BETA) Sex Disease Thought Criminal Let’s Kill All These Mother Fuckers Vaginismus (crotch kick mix) Repulsive (necropolis mix) She Bleeds Red Revolution 101 Plasmodium Intussisception (bowel move mix) Suicide Picnic Cyclone Chamber The Calling (beta)

Between The Eyes Vol 4. In the second half of 1995, the Original (beta) version of Nerualblastoma was born. The record where the rage from the internal fighting of the band members, the failures in life, the failure of relationships had finally built up and then exploded. Much noiser, very RAW, with a lot more guitars, and a much more “in your face” sound. The tension laden and insane vocals are very apparent, on the edge of snapping. The hissing, cursing, writhing vocals rip apart almost every track. A very heavy metal influence was present on half of the songs that and are very well balanced with electronic dance anthems. Nothing on the market sounds like this. nothing.. Click Here To BUY from Metropolis Online. Click Here To BUY mp3s from Itunes Online. or Click Here To Buy mp3s drm free 256 Lust For Blood From Amazon Online.

Between The Eyes Volume 4 (Neuralblastoma Beta), The last time Bryan, Gary, And Chris worked together in harmony. This is where this line up started to fall apart and fight. It’s complicated, and someday i’ll shed more light on it. No matter what the case, The emotion and song writting on BTE 4 was brilliant, very raw, very agressive and mean. A lot of angry and psycotic guts were spilled making this record. Gear we used: Peavy dpm 3, Roland Jd800, Ensoniq ASR-10, Roland Juno 106, Roland MKS-50, Boss Dr660. Digitech rp1, Digitech gsp5, Alesis Quadraverb GT, Alesis Adat, Sony Dat walkman, Cubase(atari st), Atari Mega 2(st). Mixed analog on mackie vlz 16 channel mixer, Recorded onto adat, then onto sony DAT walkman.

Lyrics:

SEX DISEASE: when sex is a pretext to a disease, we’ll crawl inside, my head was broken off, blistering on this separate faith, now crawl outside, we look away, to find a pretext, lead away, oh i see you, so low, i’m fine here, doing nothing for the sense. sex is the disease, sex is the disease, sex is the disease, sex is a disease, longing, you tell me life for you is bliss, so strange, oh a bottle of piss, no one to satisfy, no one will realize, ohh, oh, sex is the disease. birds flew over me, over me, gave me visions, of the end of the world, the end of our world, no no life just disease, sex disease. sexual pain on your weak mind, a cut inside, you blow out your mind, it’s nothing, into nothing, into your brain, into nothing, into your brain, into nothing, into your brain, into nothing, all crushed into space. i’ve said enough, to you, right now!

THOUGHT CRIMINAL: darkness again, sleeping upside down on a pillow of nails, push it, smile, oh talk talk talk talk talk for awhile, blinded, blinded, can’t see a door in front of me, you open up, and walk all over me, a sin for a bottle of gin, drunken! flowers bloom in a high fashion season, it’s all over me, all over me, greed! open up in my mind, oh so conned to be jerked back into the 50’s, and become some macho scum that makes me bleed, oh will you turn on me, why do you smile like that? darkness again, sleeping upside down on a pillow made of nails, mental shock, mental shock, mental shock! all over me, is grief, you can’t see, what will you do for money, killing time with bullets in the night, oh right, oh right, what is right? to conquer? or follow some path paved some years ago? with no hope, no hope of any life, shine, shine my bleeding heart! i will dance one more time before i must go around, revision, the vision, of the cult of the ruling class that be, no government, bottle up in my mind. oh so conned to be jerked back into the 50’s, and become some macho scum that makes me free, oh why do you betray me, why do you smile like that? over the back, and into a system of oppression, hurts so bad to be, expendable…

LETS KILL ALL THESE MOTHERFUCKERS: electric shock, a beating heart, rush it down into the ground, release the pressure of corroded side, all fall into this genocide, the crying sound, the crying sound, the cruddy sound for vision now, just fall away, just play this game, so insane for digital tension dementia. fiction friction, anarchy, call into so extreme, running to a cold place, it’s a constraint, construct the evil, construct the evil, construct the evil, the crouching, the calling of the fascist world, the world of skinheads, the world of fascist racist pigs, a sexist, a racists religion fight, the call? no government, it’s all insight. get the fuck out of my face, i’ll kill you in a second, the cross is your savior, it crawls into your head, latch on, latch on to some feeling that was broken up, no car, no cares, no life, nothing, your face you’ll die, what?, your disgraces. killing everything in the name of democracy, you lay into some kind of machinery. to be is?

VAGINISMUS: a siren of light bleaking out, and now it’s time to pull away, into the ocean, into the sea, we always look on tv, no one lives this last day, of generation x, for living now is the sin of all time, the sin of all time! this is where it breaks down, and now the time is seeping through, into the back of front of you, now is the end of the world, and then they tie you up, into a knot, into a cloud, well into the ground, where satan lives, to bring all you kids up in a world where nothings down, come into a freaky show, they push you, into the death now, we’re in the death wish, we’re in the death wish, in the death wish, where it crawls into the walls, through a death wish where it crawls through the walls, let go, this, now far, no fun with a hole, into the death wish, death wish, death wish…

REPULSIVE: rape yourself of entity, a nail surging in, sewn up in powers, sew it in your forehead. repulsive, persuasion, forcing a god, a sea of traitors, bleed into my head, lost in power of fate, sew your dead life, always goes no sacrifice, no it’s this power, power fit in you, on you, tired, traitor, insane a purple day. so i find you here, caught in the middle of some stupid vice, shooting your arms, and wrap it around your head, and put it down your throat deeper and deeper, deeper and deeper, this is not a game get down on your 4 legs, get down on your 4 legs and show me what life is about, show me the truth, show me life and show me death, whip me, shoot me, kill me, stab me, punch me, put it in my hair, put it in your eyes, it’s no suprize, just sit back and show me what life is about, i have no clue, no mind, so you’ll have to show me and don’t waste my time. i will not jump around in circles for you, you fucking bitch, die, i’ll show you a psychopathic madman all sewn into your eyeballs. liquid acid ahhrg! it’s a broken form of disease, no closing, push it for me, now fuck for you, this disease, i’ll fuck, i’ll kill you fucking sleaze, i’m calling, i’ll rip it closer, no fall down forever, i’ll keep me closer, hide in your closet, right down your neck, now freezing, freezing, drink the poison so insane, (screaming), break down.

SHE BLEEDS RED: all over there, you sit here, wishing and dreaming you were not here, now is the time to wash away the fear. she she bleeds red, she she bleeds red, she cries. whisper in pain, in love again, it’s scary, it’s like a dying flower, so what’s the use, in trusting you again, again, again, wired eyes see right through me, she bleeds red, she cries. it’s like a dream, but only backwards, inside where you hide all your pain. into me, i lied to you, always again, what is the difference, when your life is nothing but some slavery… she she bleeds red, she she bleeds red, red, red, red, red, red, red, red red, she bleeds red!

REVOLUTION 101: psycho driven insanity, of man and machine, a technological thriller, based on a psycho killer, into the dream on the pretty tv screen, you scream in fear cause the end is near. psychological warfare on the masses, hysteria, anarchy is the true freedom, but the path needs pavement to overcome the flaws of this system, this system, media lies to help hypnotize you, digital tension. right wing fascist, backwards mentally deficient, masses of people believe the rhetoric of the churches, and the state and in the media, where they believe, peace is war, love is hate, yes means no, and segregate, a life is a dime or a quota for the ruling class. johnny take your gun to the corner, to the square, raise hell bring it all down, revolution 101, emergency, no plight no cause to be free, forever and ever a system of a stupid laboring class, that believes all the crap that they read from the main stream and the right wing, for separation oppression of anyone…

PLASMODIUM: crawl in a world, with a vision thing, they drool on the floor, in the translucent reality, hallucinations are tying me to the floor, and making me bleed deep down inside, into the vision, went through the wall a sight, into a window pain, of pain, but your lifeless, and your poor, and your life is on fire, it bleeds the sign, of life is here for you… for you… grinding sound, of bone hitting pavement, mucous drips, out of this long nailed hand, to a cross where it bleeds, push you down into the sound, no boring vision helpless sign, no bloody cross it’s genocide, no bloody vision in my mind, cause it’s over here it’s genocide, see it fade, through looking glass, into the wall where you were last, a vision of an image, image, dragged into the time, scanning sub space frequencies, scanning sub space frequencies, now we’re all in this ship of death, running down the universe, where the cross is into you, right into you, right through you… crawl back into your hole, where you came in, down, now you see shakespeare was a dream, in you once, and all i get is civil war, with bloody hands, with nothing but a war and brainless. kill, kill, kill, now christ, christ, christ, velvet, acid, hallucination christ, velvet, acid elvis tears apart, oh oh, christ christ christ, kneel to the field, then kneel at the altar, and hold up the head which you cut fresh, from the klan of nothing, you hold this cum, hold this gun, it’s in your cut off arms, velvet acid christ, christ, push into lips, feel the vomit, sick shit, your lost law, and maggots festering, bacterial infection, viral conjection…

INTUSSUSCEPTION: this is now, we live, so cold, and lifeless, just sitting here with my head between my legs, staring at the ground, twitching, convulsing, think about the past, where did it go? where did it come from? and why is this such a rhetorical question to ask myself? so why? i must try to seek salvation in a world that is so cold, cold, cold, cold. loud empty thud, against my head, as the pain rushes in, and loving it, is over here upon myself ha ha ha ha ha ha, listen to time, why why why try to understand? why do you understand, when no one else does? no one else does! sick and killing, time killing me, forever, forever dead, all in till the end, so this is worth living?, in nothing?, so something is all, it’s all a game to debate, contemplate suicide, i don’t patronize, i don’t sympathize, for you or dissed burnt image, image on top of the forehead in the mirror, where we see no truth, forever lost, forever loveless, loveless forever loveless, forever tired of living, soul taking i feel it breaking my mind! so good-bye, so good bye. ahahahaahahahahahahahahahahaahah!

CYCLONE CHAMBER: (coughing) there over the sky, walking dust, search your ground, a monster hound, why it hurts flying backwards sewn in space time, preacher. psycho rape to ruin the micro world above you, psycho world above. trance out, trance out, cover dreams of glory, the glory meant to destroy. trance out. silk stary, stone tower breath, oh, stone tower breath, oh, soul stone tower, stone tower, ankle, ankle chained to a moving vehicle dragged down a street in vein, in vein, in vein. a vision engulfing me, take my heart, take my heart, breath now the black river that has stolen me, in silence im sleeping, down the river, hid the dream, gives the coins for your eyes, eyes.

THE CALLING BETA: die fucked up now, i cant believe, down that soul that chilly hole. I rip apart the sky, with a knife, tear out your own eyes with your cries, now lift up the fever and bring it down, a life was given so dont be drowned, around the world in seven days no jesus christ in my fucking veins. i try to change the world, but it never moves, never budges, never changes your fucking life is such a waste your living died in your stupid race, no pain, no pain no glory no shame no nuthin but you try, i wonder why, its a bullet to be alive. a lie, the calling dead, when they call you, when they call you to die, they call you to die, they will call you to die, they kill your mind. Fission. They take everything away from you, strip you down, take off your cloths, they shove their fingers up your ass, and broken glass inflate your bowels, for political fight, the right, to the right, in the right, fight for your life, fight for your life, they’ll take it all away from you. Tiny specter in the sky, realize that we will die, we try the, with the inevitable, but its all ready to late cause they Destroyed, Destroy, Destroy everything, Destroyed, Destroy, Destroy everything, Destroy, they Destroy, they Destroy everything for their money and their power, they’ll take your life away from you. They take away, they take away, your everything, your everything, their money, their power, their greed, destroy the world with everything, including your pathetic life, your pathetic life, your pathetic dreams, your pathetic soul, your pathetic mind.

Between The Eyes Volume 3 (PESTILENCE) Fiction Friction Satan Complex #42 Dead Flesh Masked Illusion Fade Away Futile LSD Melting Cyber Communist Plotting Red Revolt Halucinagene Sadder Still Broken Mind Glorify Satan And Suicide

Between The Eyes Vol 3: In 1995 we started out on a different path, using more of our meat beat manifesto influence. We wanted something more upbeat and dance oriented, enter pestilence. There were still a few tracks with gothic over tones, but for the most part this was our biggest venture into dance like tracks at this point in the evolution of vac, we formulated the songs for clubs, the ground work for fun with knives was laid here. Here was the orginal version of futile which eventually became our biggest hit in europe before vac ever saw the light of day in america. Click Here To BUY from Metropolis Online. Click Here To BUY mp3s from Itunes Online. or Click Here To Buy mp3s drm free 256 Lust For Blood From Amazon Online.

Comments: Pestilence was a more up beat production, beats were faster, synthlines more agressive. This is where we merged the vortex sound and the industrial sound of vac. We payed a lot of respect to other dance artists here. I love how raw and full of feeling the vocals are on this era of vac. Very unique. In a scene that is possesed with genres, vac refused to be in just one. We were talented enough to cover many genre’s and fuse them together to make vac. This cd is pure evidence of this. Gear we used: Peavy dpm 3, Roland Jd800, Ensoniq ASR-10, Roland Juno 106, Roland MKS-50, Boss Dr660. Digitech rp1, Digitech gsp5, Alesis Quadraverb GT, Alesis Adat, Sony Dat walkman, Cubase(atari st), Atari Mega 2(st). Mixed analog on mackie vlz 16 channel mixer, Recorded onto adat, then onto sony DAT walkman.

Lyrics:

FICTION FRICTION: to shoot yourself in the head. to separate the truth. to die with all this tension. in games based on fiction, feel this friction to turn the mess about, into something that lies on the floor. a justification misfit, shooting up in dark corners, to find the answers quick, to get the fuck out of this, to get the fuck out of this. work ever day, just the same same shame, for nothing of any worth, the future is the same old bullshit, wrapped in different plastic, for the future generation to choke on, swallow poison to seek the truth, blotter my mind with absolutes. space and time, melt all the walls, stealing time, just to kiss good-bye, words broken, lies, for buried dreams break like glass, going 4000 miles an hr. to smash into ice to shatter all the lies, shatter all the lies, bring it down down down down down. a cripple needs crutches on the insane luck, through the genocide we see all the lies to fry fry fry watch the water turning into faces. explode in grace, to feel disgrace, time has no face, slow you down, prolonging the maximum hatred.

SATAN COMPLEX #42: arrrrggg cigarette. destroy. it’s the vein, they’re the same, lost, religion relive the past. governments tool to keep you a passivist, yeah right like the governments cover up scams. like the cia fucking killing everybody. see the sky, in your veins, another broken fucking loss suck into this absolutely nothing, loss in trance, ego trip, ego kill in the sky, bull shitt. tv fantasy hypnotize you, the lies of the state right through the fucking media. like the lies that they cover up on police brutality. like a fucking thorn in your side, never question authority just continue to be a slave! play this game, a slave, a slave. capitalist economy war, to keep us all down in the 3rd world war. don’t you worry, don’t you sweat, just sit on your ass and believe the fucking government. animals tortured for your clothing. sick disease, meat! fucking disgusting, crude rude, humanistic greed. fuck no i worship the devil too. subversive, collective, overthrow the establishment.

DEAD FLESH: no i don’t give a fuck about you and your friends, i’ve seen the world through your eyes. i don’t watch tv 24 hrs. a day and buy the products they sell, i don’t eat meat, and i don’t wear leather, and i don’t give a fuck about torturing animals, i don’t care about your twisted smile, i don’t care about your social style, i’m unique not like you, who live like your parents. you wear leather, you think your cool, you think you know how to live but your such a fool, making animals suffer, eating dead flesh. i know what you feel, i know what you dream, i know where you go, when you want to be, alone in the night, all by yourself, to feel sorry for nothing but your own problems. torture all these insects, and torture everything, for your cosmetic, purposes, for your ugly style, dress up to look cool, to go to a club, so you can impress all their friends, to make yourself feel good. but don’t think to much, i know politics hurts your mind, what a waste of my time, to come here with you, watch you fucking dance, you make me sick, with all this shit, i don’t know what to do, maybe i should kill you, it’s the only solution, to make this world better, to make anything fair at all. but you won’t change, you will never change, you listen to the state, the government, the school systems, and your parents. so fuck you, i never want to be around you, and your sick disease, and your dead trees, and your weak minded dreams of false romantic states.

MASKED ILLUSION: ballucinate(toxic coma reference), devastate, your weak minded state, so you crawl on the floor and grasp at the wires and crush your head with a ten pound lie, so you’ll pretend to pulverize every muscle in your head, silly dreams, silly lines, compromise on this place in time, don’t you see what’s in front of me, you are a fire, a fire with walls in my mind, in my mind, oh, i see you fall down on the floor, pain for mercy, pain for breath, no one hears your cries so just forget it, oh i push myself out a ten story building, watch my bones shatter on the pavement, for all the world to see. oh, oh. what do you dream, do you feel it up in the sky?, or do you fold your arms fold your hands and pray to a god? oh , i wear the mask, i wear the mask. hallucinate, your broken state, you fall to the floor where you can’t see any light and the walls talk to you, crawl on the floor and grab at the wires, hesitate for a second, look back at the walls in your world, no eyes, no time, just freeze and fuckin die. what do you dream, you close your eyes, and fold your arms, do you prey in the sky, in the sky, up in the sky?, i wear the mask, i wear a mask. move in slow motion, the walls are bending back and forth, you can’t relate and you don’t remember who you are. you close your arms around your head, and you fall to the floor and you wish that you were dead. what do you dream? close your eyes, in pain, hesitate, they dream of a separate state! oh i feel you, i dream you, i hold you, oh i wear the mask, i , i wear the mask. wear the mask, wear the mask, wear the mask, oh wear the mask, we’re the mask!

FADE AWAY: no fun, no dreams, no life, no time, no fun, no dreams, no time, no life, another day of misfortune, another day of hating everyone, another day of hatred of depression on succession, on the mental breakdown, no fun, no dreams, no life, no time, just fade away! no life, no dreams just another day, a no fun, no life, no dreams just fade away. life in the mirror, life in your hands, life on a broken dysfunctional life, life death, life there on no fucking fantasy, nothing to dream. just another day here, no fun, no life, no dreams, no time, no fun no, nothing at all. time doesn’t hear you, your dying away, no one will understand you, no one to come and play, no one to stop to hear you, no one will hear, listen to what i say, what you say, i hammer a nail to my face and say ohhhhhhhhh! mentally backwards, in dreams that never transformed into anything at all ohhhhhh! time doesn’t hear you, no life, no fun, no dreams, no time, no life, no dreams, just fade away. time doesn’t hear you, no, time doesn’t care, no fun, no dreams, no life, no fun, no dreams, no life, no promises, no fucking time, no life, no dreams, fade away, fade away, fade away, fade away!.

MELTING: that’s the life you lead, that’s the time you feed, that’s the dream you let go anyway, that’s the time you live, that’s the life yeah, and you. that’s the time you lead, that’s the time, that’s the dream you let go, that’s the time you live. your lost no tears, no jesus christ, no thoughts no tears, no jesus christ, your lost, no tears, no jesus christ, no vision, a void, no sacrifice, no devotion, no time spent, on blood lust tears fucking government, anarchy expulsion, condition of communism, mental crush, anti christ, anti christ, jesus christ, no tears, no jesus christ, no jesus christ, jesus christ. that’s the way you live, that’s the way it is. that’s the life you fall on, on holy vision, that’s the dream you live, that’s your life…

HALLUCINAGENE: i steal the night, i hope the live, i watch ya die, i won’t deny, i pull the leg, i copulate, you know the time is waiting, from the start, until the end, you broke my heart, i don’t need you, i don’t need you, i don’t need you. now steal the time of your life, and your brain will fall out on the floor, push it round, kick it down, never mind the bullshit, lets get this show on the road. you’ll see what you want to see, you’ll dream what you want to dream, just follow me, and take some lsd. you soar, you feel the time fly by like a rock. into my brain, into the sun, it’s the plight, you got my heart and the vision of the sacred cow, bleeding eyeballs, and bleeding stumpy legs, pushed in the middle of this vision that you hold onto, your brain, see a man at a kitchen table with a knife, he’s gonna fucking kill his wife with the 12 gauge, knife, don’t you know it’s time to run away from the crazy game of life, don’t you know how to get away? it don’t always play so fair, so the knife will cut you down, what you do is on your time, this is the shitty life you talk about no compromise. drive a car it’s sexy like that?, don’t you know your fucking fat? all day, you crushed a million faces, you crush, you crushed a million faces. they seep through the wall, they cross you, your call, to the door, and open up inside, back into my head, i can’t take this, you never took the time to see the light then wonder why, the chemical reaction in your head is so insane. don’t delay, don’t delay, don’t fake, you’ll see what you want to see, we both know how it goes, so just pretend. pushed in the face, in the disgrace, it’s all over the place, it’s the vision, it’s the government, it’s the drug, it’s the nightmare of the dea, cause your children don’t care anymore, cause the children don’t care anymore, cause the children don’t care anymore, they fake it on tv, you’ll fake it on tv, you’ll fake it on tv, you fake it on tv! Below is a FAN Video, Not Work Safe!

SADDER STILL: sadder still, sadder still, sadder still, you watch it die. betrayal of the heart, is the hardest part of letting go. now you see the truth of me, so what’s the point? its so cold! time will take your soul. time will take your dream. time will take your life away, away.. fading lights, shattered dreams, of lost love, i remember the past. betrayal of the heart, is the hardest thing to let go. so now i dream, no i don’t feel, anything at all, anymore. time will take your soul. ohhhhhhhhhhhh…. Below a fan made video.

BROKEN MIND: clutching my hands, nails at my skin, the rules of the game, come crashing in. my broken mind, my broken soul, your fucking lies, i sold every bit so we go. watch me bleed, watch me suffer, the game never changes, my hearts on the floor bleeding, for your silly smile. watch my head explode, going upward, then back on the floor, it’s bleeding, the blood trickles on the wall, open your heart, and watch me fall apart. i never wanted it this way, don’t you know i try so hard to make you, listen, you never listen, nobody listens, no body cares. they all just stare, at the sad sight i am, a loser with no mind, no home, no don’t remind me, i know better, its all my fault, i should of tried harder from the very start, but they watch me, they kill me, push me down, i cant help my situation,, no life no, no life, nothing at all, just me, in discontent, watch as they stare at me, they stare at me, they stare at me, what a loser i am, i am, oh i am, death, dead, dead. hold my soul above my head, shoot it ten times instead, they walk in front of me and laugh, and kick me in the face, spit on me, shoot me, kill me, you don’t care anyway. so what’s the difference, i’m in pain, it never goes away, you just laugh at me, you laugh at me oh…. sorry i never predicted that this was the end of our relationship, i tried to make it better, to make it better. no one listens, no one cares, they all just stare, and laugh, then walk away, what’s the big deal, i’m just a loser…….

Between The Eyes Volume 2 (FATE) Hell One Hell Two Dark Lights Pain Falling Snow Mental Depression Rain For 27 Days Killing Me We Have To See We Have To Know Serial Killer 101 Descent To Darkness Hail To Dead Souls I’m Gunna Wrap Myself in your Intestines

Between The Eyes Vol 2. In 1994, vac set out to re-invent itself back into its former gothic self because from 1992 to 1993 vac was doing more of the warp label electro sound. A bad relationship (disease factory) sparked a depressing spree of drugs, torment, and self abuse at edt studios. Hopeless was the anthem through the entire album. To day, this is the most goth oriented cd from velvet acid christ, as FATE would have it, it comes out 10 years later in its original form. Many unreleased and hard to find tracks on this volume. Click Here To BUY from Metropolis Online. Click Here To BUY mp3s from Itunes Online. or Click Here To Buy mp3s drm free 256 Lust For Blood From Amazon Online.

Comments: Fate was the re-nvention of vac into its more goth form in 1994, before that, vac was doing mostly warp label sounding material like aphex twin and orbital. Many classics were born durring this seession, we have to see we have to know, hell two, mental depression. Also new un-released tracks like killing me, falling snow, rain for 27 days, serial killer 101 all show a different side of vac that was beeing hidden from you by off beat records at the time who hated the softer side of vac. This is by far the darkest of all the vac records to date. This is what set vac off on its cd days, before this, there were only demo tapes. This was the first vac cd. Fate got recognized in the local scene and by a lot of girls in town. Gear we used: Peavy dpm 3, Roland Jd800, Ensoniq ASR-10, Roland Juno 106, Roland MKS-50, Boss Dr660. Digitech rp1, Digitech gsp5, Alesis Quadraverb GT, Alesis Adat, Sony Dat walkman, Cubase(atari st), Atari Mega 2(st). Mixed analog on mackie vlz 16 channel mixer, Recorded onto adat, then onto sony DAT walkman.

Lyrics:

HELL ONE: id you ever fucking care?. arrgggggggg, liar, liar, liar. you fucking liar. you fucking liar, you fucking liar..

HELL TWO: blood stained hands, rust is eating my skin, decay as clear as day, but no one sees decay, they all see roses and flowers in a circle of showers, the dark hour approaches, in the locked mind, in which no light gets in, where the red is redder, where the red gets redder, like a cut in your skin, like gravel in your skin, like a hemorrhage in your forehead, like a broken blood vessel that’s leaking out your side, like it’s leaking on the floor, like the lie, like the lie. zero gravity i’m bleeding, zero gravity i’m bleeding, zero gravity i’m bleeding, zero gravity i’m bleeding, zero gravity i’m bleeding. in eyes in rust, decay and rust, in temporary in sickness, in sickness, in sickness. who is your eyes, peel off your skin, break the sound away, for another fucking day, lost nights, lost days, break away kiss the ground. sigh, in faking, aching, breaking, lying in vomit and piss, in the shotgun barrel we sit, wait for another thousand years to get this, kiss this. 14 days and i lie it down, and it feels so bad that you never get high, feels insane as it cuts your skin, blood and maggots crawl with in, a life force ends, a notice on your back, right across your neck cause i’m bleeding, a hemorrhage, in the same way you never change, same way you never change, into your pain, after 14 days, a million fucking ways…. sleep..

DARK LIGHTS: our father, who aren’t in heaven, hollow be thy name, thy kingdom cum, thy will be done, on earth, as it is in hell, what a lie, what a lie, to fall… our father who art in heaven, hollow be thy name, thy kingdon cum, thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven, lies lies, lies……

PAIN: locked in a still position, swaying back and forth, needles in my arms, broken inside, my chest rips open, and blood runs on the floor, sealing my heart, gazing at a wall, in some dark corner somewhere in time, try to make sense, relation unknown, alone, alone, alone, in pain, and pain, in pain. fear is here. bleeding inside, oh you will remind, the anger all lost in fear, i never lied to you, you always lied to me, what the fuck is the difference, i’m sitting here bleeding, inside, inside, inside, it’s no big deal, it’s no big deal, wrapped in lies, close your eyes see the pain locked inside. ripped open for a fuckin dollar, a green piece of paper shatters my life, twisted up until i scream, let me go release me, release me, release me, release me! crying out hearing sounds, but the feeling got lost away in some forgotten song, they said they said, to close my eyes and dream away, dream away, but the pain, the pain didn’t go away, it never goes away, it didn’t go away, it never goes away, i’m lying in sound oh, and you, and dream, i’m breaking down. a thousand years, and all the tears, and feelings locked inside, locked inside. tide of emotion, blood, rain, and teaaarrrrss!… ruined all the years, ruined all the years, they told me that i was never here, never here, never here, never here….

FALLING SNOW: my life, is breaking down, i see your eyes, falling time, wait for the end, wait for the end, and never ever go away. oh a million, 2 million secrets lost now, what i said? never waste?, once more snowing, snowing, the lights. oh, i always trusted you, trust in you. it’s there , a breaking mind, a soul all lost in hell, but they can make it up, and try to understand, what difference does it make, to know i’m full of hate. fear, religion, fear, religion, fear religion, fear fear religion. looking hands on your eyes, fear, there’s plague outside, no one cares, no one cares, so close your eyes….

MENTAL DEPRESSION: mental depression, aggression, obsession, mental oppression, discretion, regression, relationship, a broken vow, the wire you walk so tight, oh no, it breaks you fall, you won’t turn down, you won’t turn vow, mental depression, obsession, regression, mental depression, obsession, regression, mental obsession, regression tension, we fall down and feel it break. oh feel a vow and feel it break. oh mental depression, obsession regression, mental, depression, depression, depresure, depression…

RAIN FOR 27 DAYS: no different, no difference, your no different, no different, no different, no difference. rain, rain, for 27 days, rain, rain for 27 days. don’t you see the broken glass, i travel over the wall, to see the light, the light, rain for 27 days on my broken soul, today, i’ll never grow, your eyes, your head, see the broken glass, your eyes your soul no innocence, i feel 27 days, don’t you lie, we see the sun but it doesn’t matter though, innocence gone, all fucking lies, it rains, it rains for 27 days, it rains, it rains for 27 days, never go away, never walk away, i feel, i’ll assassinate your broken soul, lies and words, broken, feel this pain, never say good-bye, never say good-bye, is the difference, abhor the difference, the sorry face of religion, you’ve got no where to go, spinning round your falling down, your words don’t hold your soul, see your brain, my soul is down, on your lie, you you lie lie, it’s a lie, no fucking difference, ohhhhhhhh, ohhhhhhhh!

KILLING ME: oh pain, inside where you lock your dream away, oh lay down, sleep in not a dream, i fell on a broken lost day, i feel, i see, on a broken past away. alone, you never cared, you never ever needed me, alone in what you call pity, you always play the game, oh so what’s the deal?, oh can’t you feel for real?, oh what’s the deal?, what’s the feel? can you feel?, can you feel for real? all in there interface, and one crawls in your bed, and someday, the creeping walls, a bed of nails, ripping your eyes, ripping your soul, into your brain, another fucking day and i don’t know what to play, i don’t know what i fucking see cause you never fucking tell me what the deal is, i never knew that you could be so cruel, fucking lying all the time in your face into my eyes, have i broken up the dead? have i woken up the dead?!!!!!!! ewwww, i played your game, i played your game, no special gain, it’s in my brain. i never played your fucking game. oh lips are kneeling on my forehead, now bouncing off the walls, another way to say hello, i forgave you last time, i know how, and that you would, i never mean’t to be this way, you close your eyes, and never, and never, woke up this way, you never woke up, woke up, you woke up this way that’s what i say going down, i feel it going down, oaarrrrrrrrggggggg! i’ll crawl into your window, when your sleeping real tight, i’ll kill you in your sleep, i brought the fucking knife, you drive me crazy every day, no, you don’t leave me alone, my brain is on the floor, i can’t decide until your deadddddddd! ohhhhhh ohhhh arrrrrrgg!

SERIAL KILLER 101: 4 tears in my eyes, acid eats through my skin, we broke away the time, just to live a life of sin, so give in, so give in, so give in!, give in. my mind is broken, my mind is broken, your mind is broken, your time is broken, it’s all wire your down to one, your dead! you give me the answer, so simple, it’s here in your dream, pull out your eyes, pull out your mind, pull at your head, watch it die again, again, again, again, again. so pretty, so pretty pretty, so feel my fist, ohhhaaaaaahrroh! shoot the force, shit it down, time for play is coming down, see your face, say your prayers, then a pain, your falling dead, then i go into your eyes, it’s your fucking religion, look so far, you don’t say, you know what the fuck you don’t play, shut the fuck up, shut the fuck up i said, shut the fuck up i said, shut the fuck up i said. so kill, in this room, you close your eyes, and then pretend, that your dead, to make all the pain go away, to make all your pain go away, make it disappear, make it disappear. i push the nail against your head, make it better, make it bleed, turn around kill me, oh go ahead whack my head off, you know the rules, so finish me off, you killed me 10 times before, you shouldn’t let this stop you, you shouldn’t let this stop you, you shouldn’t let this stop you, you shouldn’t let this stop you, just go ahead and finish me off, i want me dead, you want me dead, so kill me….

HAIL TO DEAD SOULS: dead souls wailing in water, frozen like a tide of depression, i lie and wait, howl at the moon, hail to dead souls, wash over me, and take my life away, push this staple into my head, watch my arms fall out over the table, twisted fabel, touch me once, and i’ll turn to dust, i give up my life, and give my soul to you, the collector, agony save me, save me from love, love, save me, save me from love and thoughts of their passion, and i’ll wait to become my fear suffocating on you. cry cry in slow motion. so sad, so sad, and nothing clinched you, hail to dead souls.